Post by sabrina on Jul 15, 2014 1:40:39 GMT 9.5
SABRINA MAKI | ||||||||
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PERSONALITY
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HISTORY “We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” ― Plato Now, imagine trying to ‘fit in’ with all the other children having these abilities that hadn’t been normally seen in Saffron. They would pick fun at you and torment you, but you vowed to them that one day you would be a force to reckon with -- for you foresaw that in your future: you were going to be something ‘great’ in your own twisted way. You were going to prove them all wrong about you, that much was certain. “Look at how a single candle can both defy and define the darkness.” ― Anne Frank Certain people tried to show you the light, the light of life that not everything was about proving yourself; but they were mere whispers in the back of your mind. You wanted to be worthy of power and respect, in a way that heroes were seen. You never saw the darkness in your own heart and path, it was overshadowed by your drive. This was where you started to lose yourself: becoming less and less emotional, starting to give into self-destructive and destructive tendencies, and creating psychological rifts from the girl you used to and the dark woman you were becoming. Even though you might have inherited your abilities from your father, who had the ability to teleport from place to place, he was becoming increasingly worried about your well-being; but you didn’t care. All he did was gift you with your abilities, never truly trying to show a path other than the one you were currently on. You could have veered off the path darkness here, but no one was brave enough to try to save you from yourself. “Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.” ― Terry Pratchett, Reaper Man It was when you turned nineteen did you get your chance to shine: being appointed Gym Leader of Saffron City after beating out the competing fighting-type gym next to now psychic-type gym with a real psychic leader. You molded your newly acquired gym into a place where developing psychics could hone and practice their powers in peace. This was probably one of the sole reasons you sought the position of gym leader out, make a haven for people like you and finally get the damn respect you deserved after all these years. You still had a dislike for battling, even if you were good at it, since you didn’t have to verbally communicate with your team of psychic pokemon -- except for Erebus, your Gengar; but the ghost type had been one of your companions for years, so he knew what to expect from you. On the same coin, however, you were definitely a sore loser if you did manage to lose and you didn’t often make a habit out of it. After all, you didn’t strive for this power and respect just to lose to some wannabe greatness. After all, you finally had your ‘throne’ and a place to hang your enemy’s head. “Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.” ― Mary Oliver Two years later into your ‘reign’ over Saffron City, you finally decided to give in and go this extravagant party of sorts for all the current Gym Leaders and Indigo Leaguers. You never social and lacked experience with any sort of interacting with a group people since you finally stuck to yourself, your pokemon, and your underlings when they asked for guidance. However, you were never going to regret this decision, for this is where you officially met him. Him being the famous Will of the Elite Four, also being a speciality trainer in Psychic-types. You never believed in ‘love at first sight’ but something about the masked trainer intrigued you to no end. The mutual attraction would eventually lead into a dark romance of love and obsession on your part. You never had experience with ‘love’, an emotion of the ‘light’, but you were determined to make it work between the two of you. Throughout the years of the relationship, Will was the center of your universe in a way. You were actually striving to become more emotional in your endeavors with him, actually crossing the path of ‘good’ in you. He actually made you feel something other than the power-hungry monster you were becoming, he filled a void you never knew existed in your heart. He gifted you with his heart, and you gave your entire being to him. Even if you were twenty-one and he was nineteen, you believed that this could last forever: it had to. But like everything in life, the darkness wins. “Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely. ” ― Edna St. Vincent Millay No one had ever expected the Indigo League to fall, especially with them inside: including your lover. Imagine losing someone you love, without ever saying goodbye nor even being gifted the damn chance to. They were simply gone, the void returning along with the darkness tenfold. Gone were the days that you were trying to redeem yourself, now you simply fell down the rabbit hole of the darkness you had been trying to chase away in the past years. For you had lost the sun, the light, and the good in your life in the blink of an eye. Imagine falling further and further down the more the agony grew. Now you were becoming not only the dark monster you once were again, but an unstable psychic woman hell-bent on revenge on those who took everything good out of her life without a warning. You were determined to make them pay. “Time takes it all whether you want it to or not, time takes it all. Time bares it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.” ― Stephen King | ||||||||
OTHER - She is still mourning her loss of Will, and will do anything to avenge his death. So she's truly not on any 'side' but she is becoming too reckless and violent to be truly aligned with the 'heroes'. - She possess strong psychic abilities. - She has had the same team for years, having a strong bond with all of them in some way. | ||||||||
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[b]POKEMON[/b] sabrina | sabrina PLAYED BY KAE (i was here once upon a time before) MADE BY ★MEULK OF GS |